calm decision..

the calmest decision ever..

to be happy whenever the person that you care is happy..

love, is only a feeling..i envy those who can reach out for their love, to love and to be love with the equal amount of love for each other..to fight for their love, and brave enough to confess their feel towards others..

well, for me, if the love is not from the person that i love, i might walk away before it even starts- like i used to do..and maybe when i'm in mid fifty or sixty years old (god will), and at that time i'm living with cats and rabbits, the person that i could blame is, only me..for waiting idly for someone who never knew my feeling towards 'em..

hard eh to be a tight lips person like me?